Lights will guide you home.

2010-11-27T01:56:00.001+08:00

abandoning this space because i've a new one. :)

2010-09-18T21:04:00.001+08:00

this shit is dead, so i think i'm moving to wordpress...

when i figure out how to work that thing..

ha ha.

life sucks

so does o's

time to get back to studying.

2010-07-29T22:08:00.002+08:00

it's been a long time since this space.

and what's happened since the last time i updated?

i went to america and became a ball.

i came back, determined to lose the weight, but i didn't.

ten hours of school is hell.

i realised that i'm about the only one not studying hard enough, so i studied.

i caught toy story 3 and inception, both of which were damn good.

i turned 16

therefore,

i'm old, stupid, tired and fat.

this is the story of my life.

kbye.

2010-06-06T01:18:00.002+08:00

Las Vegas, for the next 16 days, well 14 actually.

Can't wait to stuff my face with good desserts, snow crab legs in butter sauce, omgwtfbbq tasting ribs.

prepared to grow fat. er.

See you soon suckers, while you suffer in humid weather.

ok, i'm going to be suffering in worse weather. 42degreescelcius.

faints and dies.

ok, bye.

crossing my fingers on the trip to disneyland.

please let it happen

"i did love you once"

2010-05-22T17:18:00.002+08:00

"Those Who Can't, Teach" was really really gooood. It was so much better than I expected it to be! (not that i thought that it'd suck)

basically a play, trying to prove the title wrong to make the profession seem like, those who can, teach.

and i think we all loved this play so much because somehow we could sort of relate to it.

ok, i've got no more mood to blog because i'm going thru my a math paper and realising retarded mistakes i made. 3^3 becoming 9, x(x^2) becoming x^2. why do i do this to myself. all the mistakes cost me to get an E8 instead of a B4 without those retarded shit.

2010-05-18T16:03:00.003+08:00

6:16 to 6:22
OMG LOL.
SARONG AND SARI
SO WRONG AND SORRY

here's to you mrs robinson, jesus loves you more than you would know

2010-05-17T14:14:00.003+08:00

MID YEARS are ova ova ova ova.

now to impatiently wait for (hopefully, good) results. and so we decided to have a play day to celebrate the end of it, which is actually pretty stupid, come to think of it, because mother tongue o levels are just a mere 14 days away. that is, 336 hours away.

but i guess it's a well deserved break after stuffing our faces with books for about a month. i hope it's paid off. judgement week next week, well, we'll see.

so we caught robin hood. which was the most retarded movie, because 2 hours in, I still didn't know what was going on, I was just watching for the action. because I really really was clueless on what was going on.... should've watched that loser show, nellis.

later went to grab dinner at subway. which was quite retarded, and then went to get abi's long long long long looooonggggg overdue present. NERF GUN! be jealous now yushan. HAHAHAHA.

ok, i promised myself that i'd start studying chinese today, but all I've been doing since I woke up is, watching ellen and reading about ellen. omy.

ok, time to stop 拖延, HAHA, i don't even know how to read that.

2010-05-16T14:25:00.001+08:00

I ALMOST DIED WATCHING THIS!

HAHAHAHAHAAHHAHA!

I JUST LOVE ELLEN. HAHAA

2010-05-15T01:13:00.003+08:00

back to my ellen marathon. well, at least for a while.

mid years are over, ended with the worst two papers for this exam.

i think it's nonstop ellen for just the weekend, and then back to hardcore studying for chinese o's.
sigh, life sucks.

glimmer

2010-05-11T22:29:00.003+08:00

everything appears to be rather bleak, gloomy and dreadful.

but i'm telling you, it's gonna be worth it.

there's always light at the end of the tunnel.

i'm hoping that the light will be good results.

please, let it be...

three more days till this torture ends,

but then again, twenty days to mother tongue o levels.

o god.

what do you want from me.

2010-04-25T22:20:00.002+08:00

a short post before i head to get my well needed rest for the battle i'll be fighting tomorrow.

m i d y e a r s

this marks the start of a very long, tiring, dreadful remaining half of a year, because the teachers have all been saying that once mye comes, the years gonna swoosh by and before we know it, the big o levels.

i can't believe we're making it such a big deal out of it. well, ok, it is big, but i don't think it's as big as we're all making it out to be. i don't think i'm making much sense right now.

words aren't flowing coherently thanks to my cheenafied brain that hopes it's ready for tomorrow's battle of three long papers in a language that i hope i'll understand. i hope i don't faint and get a headache.

i'm gonna need all the luck i can get, oh and some hardworking disease too.

i still have a mountain of books to study and i hope i'll finish it on time. approximately a hundred chapters to fit in my brain. i hope my brain will not self destruct.

whatever.

adiós amigos, till we meet again after i'm done fighting this battle.

i live in the past.

2010-04-18T22:55:00.003+08:00

i'm retarded. because it's already 2010, and look at how i still group my friends on msn

"and i've got to say, i feel alive"

2010-04-09T22:57:00.002+08:00

Book & Music Week is like my favouritestestestestest school event ever, and it makes me sad to know that i'll never ever get to be a part of it again. :( This year's was like every other year's. Fun as ever, busking was almost a total failure, even though it was still pretty fail. HAHA,

We did a cooking show and sang bad romance. It was incredibly fun, since the class took part in both, running from one place to another before the judge arrived at the other busking area.

Took part in the BMW oratorical competition AGAIN, and well, despite not winning anything from it, I'm pretty satisfied with what I've gained from it, because I think I've overcome my fear of public speaking, and that is an extremely big accomplishment for me. Considering how I was so traumatized from last year's experience. (Y)

Outdoor games were THEBOMBZXZ, even though our class was quite loser. Only soccer got into the second round and then lost because the other team had A GUY on their team, totally unfair i say. But fun, nonetheless.

AWESOMEST 3 DAYS OF SCHOOL EVER.

I wish it lasted longer :(

and now, time to get back to the real world, and really start studying..

this is so sad.

BMW IZ SHARELDA & ZOMO APPROVED

HAHA, I'M SO LAME.

k bye.

just keep swimming, swimming, swimming.

2010-03-17T22:28:00.004+08:00

this space hasn't been updated in quite a bit.

so national schools ended a few days ago, and i guess we shouldn't be sad that we didn't achieve coach alvin's target of top 5 for us. we've improved from 11th to 6th and that's a really big thing to achieve within less than a year. so, chin up everyone. we did our best, and we almost made it to the impossible dream, we should be happy we even came close to it, and even close to winning something.

about a year ago, coach alvin said to us, his goal for us is to get top 5, we all stared at him like he was mad, and never in a million years thought it was possible. but just look at where we're at now. we're 6th, we almost reached his set target, and i say a job well done to everyone. :)

this year's experience for national schools was definitely an infinite times better than last year's, i enjoyed it soooo much more, (and that was the yogi's promise to me) because i actually knew what i was doing, finally, and through it i learnt how to make my pins fly ^^

Had a 133 average, which definitely could've been so much better. if only i put in a bit more effort in that shit game of mine, which was less than a hundred. but still, all is good and well, 116/180. it's alright.

debrief on the last day of competition was so sad. omg, belinda apologized for playing quite a bit on the 3rd day. and we all started to die, cry and tear. it was sooo sadddddd.

definitely gonna miss the team once we step down in about 2 weeks time. it's gonna be one of the saddest things i'm going to ever have to do. (almost as sad as the last day of school in 2008)

we've gone through this transformation from hating to loving the sport so much, and we definitely have the yogi bear to thank for that.. it's going to be tough to leave this all behind to concentrate for the O's. I hate that we're in sec 4. :(

i've learnt so much from this one year, through all the laughter, madness, scoldings and not forgetting the weirdness~ it sounds really lame and absurd but i think my outlook on some things in life have changed. it sounds lame because, it's just a darn cca. (so i thought before) and i never imagined that it could make such a big impact in my life. i'm never ever going to forget this. even when i'm old and grey and senile.

love them so much <3

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Supported gloria at the masters event on saturday. she did really well, 4th, 20 pins away from 3rd position, it's difficult to even be 4th, so i guess all's good:) after which got a ride to simpang from coach alvin. HAHAHAHAH, watched mickey mouse in his car. "oh tooodles!!~" and then went home.

i am addicted to jagabee and it's all charlene's fault >=(

3 more sessions. and we're done for the rest of our secondary school lives.

sadness

don't stop believing.

2010-03-02T20:49:00.004+08:00

NATIONAL SCHOOLS.

DAY ONE, SINGLES.

Today was good, in fact, very good. We all did so much better compared to last year, as a team. Second, third, forth games were pretty screwed up, my direction had a major problem and the lanes were changing really fast. Really hard to keep up. Finally pulled all my scores together with my best ever score, finally. 181. Which dropped to a 130 again.

But overall it was alright, haven't reached my target of 150average just yet, but i'll get there soon, there's National Age Group coming up during the march holidays, hope i'll get sent for that one.

& and funny observation I made, all our high scores are the averages Coach Alvin wants us to get.

So proud of gloria, she did really really really really very well today!!

I really hope we break top five. I want it really badly.

Looking forward to Friday. :)

I've been secretly falling apart

2010-02-28T01:27:00.002+08:00

three days...

72 hours...

that's all the time i've left, to mentally prepare myself for death. i've improved my game back to where it used to be, but not where it should be at. i'm excited for it, but my nervouseness is overwhelming, so.. i'm not excited anymore.

and i realised, i'm damn accident prone all of a sudden, i've had 3 accidents this year already, and it's only end of february. today, i hit the bowling ball into my ankle, and now it hurts like mad.... MLIA.

I've been watching lots of ellen degeneres on youtube, and i think i'm going mad, like seriously. :O

ok i've nothing left to say, time to get back to watching more ellen~

this is a very lame post, but zoey says that i've not been posting

so hah, there.

you said it again, my heart is in motion. every word feels like a shooting star.

2010-02-21T15:24:00.002+08:00

Blogging only because I want to run away from studying and homework, and i need an outlet to rant.

I know the skin is pretty screwed up, but as of right now i'm too tired, lazy and busy to find/make another one. So i'll just leave it as it is. I haven't updated in a long time, because i'm a pig. and i've got too many nonsense things to do.

so.. since the last time I've updated, cny celebration in school has happened. it was fun and retarded. charging from one block of classrooms to another, like as if we were going to war. and bursting out in song (birthday song to be exact) and vigorously swaying like maniacs in the hall. it still is my least favourite school celebration, but this year has been both the best and the worst. best because it was fun OUTSIDE OF CLASS PARTY. worst because of the class party. ok i think i sound very lame, it's not my fault that the 48 trigo formulas are messing my brain up.

b div' is in 9 days, i'm totally screwed. my game is shit, i need more consistency. i know what i need to do, i just can't carry it out.

i have 9 days to get my game up, work hard, find the right focus and chill for a bit so i don't kill myself with the expectations i have for myself.

goodbye for now.

fear is the heart of love

2010-02-07T20:54:00.003+08:00

i'm about to kill myself,

i've had this weird sour feeling in my abdomen the entire day, since i woke up. and i'm trying to study, and nothing is working out fine for me.

there is school tomorrow, and i hate school.

there is morning exercise tomorrow, and i hate running because i get damn bored when i run.

and there isn't elect tomorrow. :(

i hate life.

i can't wait for the long weekend.

2010-01-24T21:16:00.003+08:00

i am going crazy

i keep wanting to go bowling. i don't want to be those mad people who are mad about bowling, but i think i'm turning into one. i am a weirdo :(

therefore i have concluded that there must be a logical explanation for this madness. and my theory is that i'm finding something else to occupy me so i can escape from studying. and also because saturday's training was fun.

ok thats it.

weekday training is not fun. so i should not look forward to it and let it distract me from studying.

so... i am not weird or crazy.

thank god for that.

ok bye. back to social studies, which sucks, cos it's bloody confusing

2010-01-17T10:50:00.001+08:00

2 weeks into the new year. Not as bad I thought it would turn out, but still, bad enough for me to dread and hate going to school, i think.

Many things has happened since school started and i guess I just didn't have the time and wasn't interested enough to update it here.

I'm too lazy to talk about this one. Edusave awards

Sec 1 orientation camp.

HAHAHA, a day of highness and retardedness. Explained how to play a game like 5 times, which was soo sianening. And during the waiting time we went to the sec one level and did stupid things. I rolled along the corridor with sam thian which got us super dizzy and felt like we were drunk and because of that i decided to race backwards with chloe along the corridor, which went something like this

*both run*

*chloe speeds up*

"EH WHY YOU GOING SO FAST"

*sharelda tries to speed up*

"I DON'T CARE"

*BANG!*

*bang*

and I double hit the back door of the 106 classroom. Of all classrooms.. HAHAHAA. but it was fun!

So that pretty much summed up my day

Yesterday we went for some etiquette course thing. Some parts were boring, some were funny, and the rest was just embarassing. So after the whole thing we met rachel tan su en and then headed out to plaza sing to catch THE BLINDSIDE, which i fell asleep in, in the first part. I was soooo bored and i wanted to die, the story was so slowwwwww, and then it got better. HAHA, enjoyed the movie! OH and we ate manhatten fish market. yum.

After that the rest left while, me, pam, edina, rach walked around a bit, then went down to marina to eat at MOF, which was gooood, except the disgusting egg that smelled like garbage+dirty socks. And then we all went home.

and then on thursday we had this financial awareness/money management course thing, which was boring + exciting, the theory part was so boring we begged mrs chang to ask them to go away so she could teach us maths :O it didn't work anyway. and then we played with the stock market, and me and yush earned alot of $$$$! we earned 1.148 million!

ok and then we all went home and died.

going to camel's house to bake later~ goodbye

you've got the sort of face to start this old heart

2010-01-03T22:34:00.002+08:00

School starts tomorrow, and my new year's resolution is to be a good student.

I'm going to see the good in everything that happens to me and use it to my advantage, just like how I've found the positive side to what I found out about yesterday.

Although it makes me incredibly sad that this whole year will be spent studying and chionging, and it's our last year in kc. omg, sadder. but it'll all be good, and i'm sure about that.

so i say, BRING IT ON 2010! I'M READY.... (i hope)

stunning, but running me down

2010-01-02T02:31:00.006+08:00

and be a good student and always hand up my work on time and make sure no teachers scold me and eat good food and have good results and study hard and keep my word and be nice to people and hope that it'll all be good and nothing gets screwed.

AND STOP STALKING...

so here i am, and here we go again

2010-01-01T00:35:00.008+08:00

it's 2010. i can't believe it.

looking back at 2009, i don't know if it has been a good or a bad one, i've been trying to come to a conclusion about this year but i don't know how to. so lets just put it this way, i've learnt, laughed, grown.

i've learnt things about life, learnt some fears, learnt how to handle people and felt like i would die, but didn't. i don't know whether to be thankful i got thru all this shit, or hate the year because of all this shit. i've learnt a lot. (certainly not maths tho. =S)

so the highlights, good & bad:

new class, new coach, new classmates, new friends, book & music week (i still get goosebumps thinking about what i did), braces, sucky bowling competition, fiona's abandonment of me to go canada:(, outward bound, learning to cycle, wisdom teeth surgery, horrible math, a sudden obsession with bowling (which was short lived) and a holiday jam packed with homework.

2009 has gone so fast, i can't believe i did this many things. 2010 will definitely be faster. let's just hope it'll turn out good. although i'm pretty sure i'm not looking forward to the year ahead.

down under

2009-12-27T00:30:00.002+08:00

New South Wales, Australia

Newcastle

Sydney

11.12.09 - 21.12.09

This was all I watched during the 7.5 hour plane ride to Sydney.

Newcastle Showground

Mangoes <3<3<3

An early Christmas dinner

We had mee hoon kueh in australia. HAHA.

yum yum. ice cream of the future.

warners bay?

i like to chase after birds.

the park across the road

yum.

Nobbys Beach

barbeque at the park across the road~

i love steak.

yummy scallops. be hungry now..

YUM.

gingerbread cookies~

Hunter Valley

These strawberries were going at AU$5 for like 10 of those small box thingy.

Radisson Plaza, Sydney~

Some construction site's water pipe was damaged, and the hotel had a blackout. thank god our room was on the second floor or we would've died that day.

Best thai food ever ever, you wouldn't believe how yummy the food was.

Because it was so yummy, we went back every single day we were there in sydney.

The japanese food was sooo goood!!! we ate there everyday as well!!!! so, basically while we were in sydney we only ate at 2 restaurants. HAHA

Sydney Opera House

The Stones sunday market, or something like that.

i hope my smile can distract you, i hope my fists can fight for two

2009-12-05T00:48:00.004+08:00

THE COOL, invited us over to her place for dinner tonight and I must say, it was really really very very good... The company was great, food was even better. But it was damn sad because I just had my braces tightened this morning and it hurt like hell.

Her house was super duper nice, like belonged where it should belong. I loved the layout of her house! Next time I want my house to be just like that.

& there was this stupid game that everyone (the yaps in particular) were hooked on. I don't know how to describe it, so go click the picture and see what everyone is playing with. HAHAHA, It was annoying. and now... i want to go buy it. SHIT. HAHAHAHAHA

tonight was (Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y).

great company, good food. what more can i ask for. best.....

come out of the shade

2009-12-01T00:56:00.003+08:00

I'm so happy today.

I finally went bowling after not bowling for like a whole entire week. I think I"m getting a bit crazy about bowling, don't know if it's a good thing or not =S

So, while me, gloria and edina went bowling, we met coach alvin there, he was having a training session with RSS. So coincidental man, like just nice the time/place we chose he was there. HAHA, we tried avoiding him, very stupid, in the end we were given a lane right smack in front of where he was standing. HAHAHAHAHA, he came over said hi to us, trained us a bit and had to go off.

we're going bowling with him soon~ like he's gonna bowl with us. HAHAHA. so exciting. HAHAHA. K BYE

"was it love, or just something that reminded me of?

something that felt a lot like, but wasn't love.

just friends, friends now until the end, you know i still pretend. just friends."

everything gets empty

2009-11-28T16:07:00.004+08:00

SO ON THURSDAY, WENT OUT WITH CHLOE, SIEW MEI AND ZOEY TO WATCH NEW MOON. Wasn't excited about it before the movie, but it was good! and I don't mind going to watch it again. Very exciting to watch, especially all the fighting/running/trying-to-kill scenes. Ok, I only want to watch it again for those scenes.

& on that same day, I ate a mountain. Like, I really ate ALOT. Went to siew mei's house to make honey cornflakes, ate that, then went for movie, after that ate half a portion at fish & co. then went to macs to collect my 2 free small fries and bought snack wrap. :O

Which is why me and zoey decided to exercise yesterday~

went over to the club to play badminton for one hour, gym for one hour and swim for one hour. We wanted to stay in the pool longer but the stupid thunder/lightning had to come and ruin our fun. :(

Ate astons for dinner at the club, and then headed over to the airport for some dessert~

FINALLY GOT MY HANDS ON THAT MUD PIE FROM COFFEE CLUB, which I think is overrated and overpriced ~

& then went home. We're gonna do this every week~~~~

dodging glances on the train

2009-11-21T23:16:00.005+08:00

After training yesterday, we all headed down to coach alvin yogi bear's place to play~
Ok, so it was actually a farewell party for ms tan. Once we reached his house, we just jumped (or rather got pulled and pushed) into the pool. Wasn't supposed to swim but they just dragged me in anyway~ HAHA, fun~

So anyway, while we were swimming people came to spoil our fun and told us to get out of the pool and change into dry clothes :( I think she expected something coming, cos she didn't look surprised or anything when she came. Ok whatever. next we ate~

We ate and ate and ate and ate and ate and ate like there was no tomorrow man. Seriously, we ate until we like could barely move. Coach Alvin's mother's lasagne was nice~

After eating, it was around 8.30, and then we were told that we needed to go home at 8.45 -_-

We were super annoyed cos we wanted to swim, so we lingered around a little longer, but played foosball instead. HAHAHA. I played with gloria and she was handicapped because I didn't let her use one row of people, if not i'll get trashed. Ok, she still trashed me, I blame yogi.

i am a stalker~

OMG. ADEN. DAMN CUTE. LIKE JHSDFKJSDFHSKJDFHKSJ FHKSFHKDJSFHKJDSFHKSDJFHKDSJFHKLJHFKSAJDFHKSDJLFHSLKJD, IDK WHAT TO SAY. HAHA

k bye.

2009-11-19T14:35:00.002+08:00

I don't know what to say about this year's council camp, cos i guess it was alright, kinda fun, but i totally had no friend to talk to :( & also because I left early because of Novice I didn't get the chance to experience the whole thing.

Food wasn't any better, just that we got alot of snacks, and alot more breakfast. So I guess it was enough. Ok, I got nothing to say already.

aha, for once i'm more busy than nellis. or maybe just as busy~ packed with appointments, parties and all that shit. i'm egggcited~

i hope you'll always find a reason to smile

2009-11-15T16:21:00.002+08:00

Tuesday, 10th November.

we were reunited.
HAHAHAHAHAAHHA.

It was the very first time we had good weather. It didn't rain just before the bbq, or while we were bbqing. It didn't rain that entire day, the weather forecast was right, for once. HAHA. But the stupid charcoal failed on us. UGH, don't ever buy cheapo charcoal from NTUC. We used 2 boxes of fire starters.

A gathering of less than 20 people, with the usual gang. This time I guess everyone was full enough because all we did was eat and eat and eat, and there weren't time for games. 'Cept for 3 rounds of the post it game between me, nellis, katzrin, siew mei, abi and ms yap.

it was good, and i guess even though how much shit i had to go through before that, it was worth it.

we'll have it again next year, and hopefully it'll be even better.
btw, i still haven't solved the mystery of the stack of missing cups.

like a dream you try to remember

2009-11-14T22:36:00.003+08:00

The past week has been sooo hectic and busy, I've barely had the time to catch my breath. This is the first time I think I'm busier than nellis :O
In the past week there has been:
1. Bowling Competition
2. 203'08 Annual BBQ
3. Council Camp
But I shall start on the bowling competition since it's the only thing I have photos of. HAHA

Novie Challenge II 2009, it's the first time I've joined this competition, and I guess it has been a good experience, being stuck in the bowling alley for 12 hours in total just for this competition alone, I've learnt a lot of new things.

1. Adjusting to line
2. Edina is very weird
3. Coach Alvin is like a cartoon character, I've never seen him wear any other shirt but his agape one.
4. My left ankle is cursed

I hit my ankle 3 times while bowling and now it's damn painful. Yesterday during training, I hit my ankle with the ball by accident on it's right side. Today I hit the left side of my ankle against the chair while panicking and then I scraped the right side with my right foot. Am I smart or am I smarter. I have a bruise on both sides on my ankle now.

Ok lah, even though I didn't win anything, I still had fun and got my highest score ever of 176.
good job sharelda, you accomplished alot of things. I am so weird.

Masters today, 8 games in a row, made me break out in a sweat. Very very tiring, and now I have a damn bad backache and a very sore ankle. :(

there are miracles

2009-11-05T11:40:00.003+08:00

It's Thursday, and I'm back from school already.
Went to school for just one hour of maths, and I didn't learn anything =X

Despite us supposedly only having structured lessons this week, I'm going to be in school for 5 days next week :( This is so sad

On the bright side, 203's annual bbq is next week and hopefully we'll have good weather.
it's pouring like nobody's business as i'm typing this.
ok, time to check the weather forecast for next tuesday

10th Nov, Tues
Widely scattered storms. More clouds than sun. Warm.
Chance Of Rain: 42%

:( I'm hoping this forecast is partly reliable and that there will be sun and even if it rains, please rain at like 5am :(

2009-11-01T11:53:00.001+08:00

I'm having a mad craving for these.

But of course this picture is missing the needed creamy mozarella cheese. YUM.

2009-10-28T20:18:00.001+08:00

It's about time we relived those memories.

i can't wait. :D

uncertainty

2009-10-22T22:05:00.004+08:00

I've been having this recurring dream, and it scares me.

I would be cycling up this extremely steep hill, and at the last metre I'd run out of energy, stop paddling, lose my balance and just tumble down. The first time I had this dream, I tumbled down a few metres, grabbed hold of something and stopped myself from tumbling down.

The second time, it was a steeper hill, and again at the last metre, I stop paddling, lose my balance and tumble down. This time, I'm not able to stop myself from tumbling, I just continue rolling down the hill, and each time I try to stop myself, there'd be people trying to cycle over me. and then I wake up from my dream trying to decipher its meaning.

I'm scared, because i know it means something

she's got you high and you don't even know it~

2009-10-22T19:06:00.002+08:00

After getting back most of my papers, I have changed my plan on what I want to do during the holidays

1. Do some SERIOUS catching up on work.

- Finish doing every question from E and A Math textbook

- Study all my cheng yus properly

- Redo all my test papers

2. Play

So I guess work is gonna come first and hopefully I'll do what I actually say.

I'm really tired, and I don't even know why. I slept for a good 2.5 hours just now and I still feel so tired. Z

Why must all the good movies come out all at once.

Ok, I'm going to go for a movie marathon one day, and these are all the movies I want to watch.

THE BLUE MANSION!!!!!!!!

The first singapore production that I actually really really really want to watch

Love Happens

I haven't seen the trailer for this, but the poster looks exciting enough
My Sister's Keeper

Ok lah, I'm not very excited to watch this, and even if I don't, I don't mind.
New Moon

HAHAHAHAH, omg, surprisingly, I really wanna watch this, but not more than Love Happens.

Ok time for dinner

2009-10-19T12:57:00.004+08:00

It's a Monday, & there is no school, I am happy :D

So I might bake something today, yay.

& I wish I had some strawberries, so I can make this strawberry chocolate pie.

the world spins madly on

2009-10-18T23:15:00.003+08:00

Freedom meant that I could get out of the house to really go out and play, and not out to parkway to sit at borders and look at interesting books, like what we did on friday okay.

We caught Julie & Julia, which wasn't damn good or anything, but at least it didn't make me feel like sleeping.

Walked around ALOT, I can't even actually remember where we went.

Cathay -> Ion -> Wheelock -> Ion -> Esplanade -> Marina -> Suntec -> Home.

Yah, thats what we did. HAHA. Wah, finally walked (and ate) so much.

OMG, i really really wanna watch 500 Days Of Summer after watching the trailer, it looks like a damn good movie. (Y) and surprisingly, I'm excited for new moon. :O HAHAHA, I want a movie marathon.

& because this week marks the end of exams for the year, it's time to plan things for the holidays~~~~

I have decided that during the holidays I want to

1. Play

2. Simpang

3. Cycle

4. Food Hunting

5. 203'08 Class Gathering!!!!!!!!!!

6. Play

7. Guitar Hero

8. Sentosa

9. Play

10. Maybe catch up on some work. HAHAHAHAHAHAH

but for now, all i want to do is laze, sleep and eat.

byebye.

popular mechanic for lovers

2009-10-16T23:33:00.003+08:00

Freedom.

It has never felt this good and horrible at the same time.

I believe this EOYs has been the most taxing one, ever, ever. I've never felt more trapped because of exams before, it's as if I'm some chick stuck inside my own shell. & yet, when I get out of it, I feel so vulnerable to everything,
because i know judgement day awaits and i hope it never comes. I never want to see that deadly math paper again they should all catch on fire.

EOYs have ended, and that can only mean one thing, the school year is ending.
I cannot believe how fast this year has gone pass, and it's quite scary, cos we will be leaving KC next year, and go on to JC, uni, and start working, and I realised, I don't want to grow up.

Time should stand still. Not here, Not now, let's start back at zero,
and we'll play this out again.

Messages twisted and turning
What should I give
Make it clear

wreck of the day/

2009-10-12T17:37:00.002+08:00

i wanted to post something about exams, and after typing it out, i felt incredibly stupid. So i shall not.

i have done 11 papers (counting oral, and individual papers), and studied 32 chapters,
out of which, i screwed up 5 to 6 up.
i have 5 papers left and 51 chapters to go.
out of which, i will screw up 4, at the very least.

just thought you should know the statistics.
e math tomorrow, i am very prepared to die, although i really hope to get an A1, i know it's not possible, so i no longer care.

i just can't wait for this week to end.
and i think you might have already realised, my brain is not exactly functioning in perfect condition right now, because i said i felt stupid about not wanting to post something bout exams and yet i did.
ha ha.

i feel like a robot. boo hooo.

p.s. i have a very bad feeling about english oral tomorrow.
p.p.s i have only done 2 chapters out of the 15 chapters tested for chem. time to die. yay.

stop tomorrow from stealing all our time

2009-09-30T19:01:00.002+08:00

I'm so damn irritated at myself.

For making so many stupid stupid mistakes in the math CA, causing me to fail one of them. (for the first time ever :( ) & for not having the discipline to stay awake to study. I studied for one hour, wanted to sleep for an hour but ended up sleeping for two hours. UGH.

& a third stupid reason, is because I didn't feel the earthquake. LOL, I was lying in bed awake, nothing happened.

i feel like dying

there's no more time.........................

srsly now, who wants to study with me tomorrow.

haven't met you yet

2009-09-27T23:50:00.004+08:00

HAHA, picture from the day xiaxue came for the 938 live radio talk show. the awaited day. HAHAHAHA. So, it wasn't as fun and interesting I wanted/expected it to be. & i shall not post the photo of us with xx cos it's very ugly. HAHAHA, oh oh, and xx is as pretty in real life as in her photoshop pictures. wow. HAHA, ok lah, not bad (nice nose). not damn pretty also.

So ok, the good thing about the talk show was that we were missing half hour of math for it! yeah man! HAHAHA.

EOYs are just 4 days away, and I'm really very scared cos I haven't really been doing much, I've only started on physics, maths and geography. I'm so sian to start on literature cos I bet I'll want to fall asleep from studying it. mocking bird is such a boring book.

I learnt something new about myself today. ha ha. random, I can study at home, provided I don't have a headache, the air con is switched on, and I just bathed. yay.

no need to waste money on going out to study anymore.

ok, time to go sleep now. so byebye.

1.5 h of math tomorrow =/

2009-09-23T17:04:00.000+08:00

I am reading my palm, instead of studying. and I say this is francesca's fault. hmph
I shall tell you what my palm says

WATER
Water Hands are characterized by long palms, long fingers, plenty of fine lines that are not always clear, and soft, damp skin. These hands indicate a creative, emotional person. As lovers, they are sensitive, vulnerable, a little naive, and focused on caring and being cared for.

The Thumb
How flexible is the thumb? The flexibility of the thumb is thought to measure how adaptable a person is. The more flexible the thumb, the more easy-going the character is. A lack of flexibility suggests an obstinate person.

i have a flexible thumb. LOL

Does the thumb have a "waist"? If the thumb narrows in the base phalange of the thumb, the person is thought to employ tact and diplomacy in his or her relations with others.

My thumb has a waist

Some consider the relative length of the thumb as an indicator of faithfulness. Longer thumbs are thought to indicate stronger characters who are faithful to others and to themselves.

I have a relativly long thumb

A palm with numerous fine lines in addition to the Major Lines indicates a rather complex, sensitive personality that is especially vulnerable to outside influences and worries. In general, the fewer the lines, the more straightforward a person is. These people live their lives in a more direct and simple manner.

In the palm at right, the top horizontal line ending at point A is the Heart Line. This line indicates the affections, so it is of particular interest to those reading a palm for love indicators. The higher this line is, the more passionate, and oftentimes jealous the person is. A heart line that goes right across the hand suggests a person who is very controlled emotionally. A heart line that curves upward towards the Jupiter finger (the index finger) indicates a warm-hearted, reasonable, and affectionate nature in relationships. Crosses and breaks on the Heart line suggest periods of sadness and sorrow in love.

This is so lame...
HAHAHAHAHAHA

2009-09-22T23:11:00.002+08:00

This is my new hobby.
This is what I do when I get bored while studying.
yay.

who wanna study with me in school tomorrowz?

i've broken my heart so many times, i've stopped keeping track

2009-09-21T21:20:00.003+08:00

I have found my calling.

I am psychic. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!

Seriously.. I shall tell you what happened. So yesterday, I was arranging with nellis to go to the airport to study today. & then I said " i have a feeling we're gonna see someone we don't want to see tomorrow. but then again, my feelings are always wrong, so whatever"

We went to BK for lunch, and halfway while I was eating and talking to nellis, I saw this person staring and smiling at me. It was ms sim... I was like " o m g..... ms sim........." I was just damn stunned then i just sit there and stared at her until nellis turned around and waved at her. HAHAHA

After eating, we went to another terminal to continue studying, about 2 hours later we decided to go back to T2, and in the skytrain I was telling nellis, omg if we see ms sim again I'll laugh like mad lah. And then the sky train doors opened, and there she was standing outside of the skytrain doors. All I could do was laugh and walk away.

Then we were heading towards coffee bean and I was like omg, imagine if we see someone else there. So we walked there and while being very angry at someone who reserved 4 seats for one person with a book, I looked at the person at the table next to the one we wanted to sit at, and omg, ms goh. HAHAHAHA. I was like o m g.... HAHAHAHAH, quite funny.

Today I accomplished quite a lot of things, I did:

2 chapters of physics TYS

at least 10 math questions

learnt a few chinese words.

All in a mere 5 hours.

yay for study sessions at the airport. :D

it's hard to find the words to get to know you

2009-09-20T02:45:00.006+08:00

Mid Autumn festival celebrations in school last night.

I really like the atmosphere of midautumn celebrations in school. Always has this very nice feeling. HAHA, or maybe it's because it reminds me of good memories. HAHAHA. "award winning picture" abi. haha, maybe I should post it here. for fun, joy, peace and laughter.

Something very retarded happened, and I feel very retarded for it. I feel too retarded to say it here. So, ask me if you want to know.

~~~~

I'm such a failurez at studying

Today, I woke up and said to myself that I'd study, all I ended up doing was understand two topics of physics today. Somehow, I don't feel the urge/need for me to study, even though I know there's a lot to study and not alot of time.

Time to die now? yes.

Tomorrow I shall read some geography and do some math. yay. Hopefully, I'll do what I said I'll do, and stick to my plan.

goodbye.

and happy birthday nellis <3

hold on while i'm being delusional

2009-09-13T00:09:00.002+08:00

It's saturday (actually sunday), 12.10 a. m., and tomorrow(or today) is the last day of the september holidays. I see a big pile of undone homework sitting on my table and then I think to myself, WHAT THE HELL HAVE I BEEN DOING THIS ONE WHOLE WEEK. seriously.

I haven't done any homework, I haven't done any studying (which I REALLY REALLY SHOULD start already), I haven't gone out, I just basically haven't been productive.

What I did though, was get my wisdom teeth out, get drowsy on antibiotics and anti inflamatory medications and swollow all my food.

so now.. what are holidays for, to rest right!

I feel accomplished, because this is what I call making real good use of your holidays. I am good at that. yay me.

p.s. i still have got a lot of homework to get done but thank god for my 8 day mc.

2009-09-10T18:01:00.001+08:00

LOOK AT THIS!!!!!!!!!! :D

you're better than the best,

2009-09-09T21:33:00.004+08:00

It doesn't pay to be wise. :(

This was about 28 hours after surgery, and I'm already so swollen, they said it'd be at it's swollen-est at 72 hours. :O

Very soon, I'll look like this.

My food has to be cut up into small small pieces because my mouth can't open wide enough to fit in pieces of food. So you see the picture of the papaya on top had to be cut up into even smaller pieces..

& i thought eating mashed potatoes, scrambled eggs, poached eggs and tau huay would be fun.

i thought wrong. It sucks and I'm really really craving for some good meat now.

p.s. i feel mighty, i haven't taken any painkillers yet. YET.... hahahaha

2009-09-07T22:30:00.002+08:00

I am here to blog about my very traumatising experience with fish.
I hate fish.

It's already bad enough to eat any ordinary fish, and now just because I'm going for a wisdom teeth surgery tomorrow my mother has been cooking for me this damnnnn slimy, grosss, fishy soup, with a very terrible and scary fish, which i rather call a scary black magic fish

SO here's the story,

My parents went out yesterday to buy for me this live 'sang yu' thing. & they came back and whatever and placed the fishes in a container at the BACK of my house, so when my mother wanted to cook 2 for me in a gross herbal soup, she found out that some were missing (cos this fish is like scary and likes to escape) so yah.

Then this morning when I was leaving the house for school and getting into the car, i saw this snake-like creature wriggling about in the garden at the FRONT of my house. So I went closer to it, and then I realised that it was the damn fish!

IT ESCAPED 24 HOURS BEFORE I SAW IT AND IT WAS STILL ALIVE. THE SCARIEST PART IS THAT IT MANAGED TO GET FROM THE BACK OF MY HOUSE ALL THE WAY TO THE FRONT, AND THE ONLY WAY IT COULD HAVE DONE THAT WAS TO GET PASS 3 OF MY DOGS (which like to attack anything that moves), thus, the reason why i rather call it the scary black magic fish.

& mind you, i have 7 to eat. 4 down, 3 more to go.

and my mother is making my father buy some more tomorrow............... damn it.

a bloody, swollen mouth tomorrow. wish me luck =S

because i can't bring us back to all the days gone by

2009-09-05T09:39:00.007+08:00

Got back our report books yesterday and my results suck, even though I improved by a bit. This is so sianening, but whatever.

So Monday was teachers' day, which was sad. Because it was so much less exciting than last year's on a whole. so yah, there's that... I really really thought it could and would be just as exciting, so I thought wrong.

Tuesday was an outting with the obs people at ECP, which was a major failure? LOL, ok, so basically it was just CHS and KC. & you could pretty much guess that we'd stay with our school people and not really talk to the CHS people.

HAHA, went cycling at ECP, where I lost control and fell on the slope, which gave me a really really ugly scrape on my knee. HAHA, so me, camille and yushie stopped at lagoon to eat, because we were too lazy to catch up with the rest and because we wanted to eat! Oh, and apparently, the Hong Kah people from our groups were also having their own gathering? HAHA, so we saw some of them while we were at lagoon.

Then the sky started looking pretty dark so we decided to cycle back to the shop, race against the sky. It was damn fun though, cos it was soooo cold and we were cycling soooo fast. We reached back almost in time, it started to POUR when we were pushing our bikes back to the shop. Then we decided to call the rest and they were caught in the rain and in some hut somewhere. HAHAH while we were dry and sitting down at the bicycle shop.

The rain got heavier and heavier so I think they decided to just cycle in the rain, and 10 minutes after all of them came back, the rain got lighter. HAHA joke. The first two back,

so happy and dry. HAHA

Went to macs to get something to eat and then off to kallang to watch The Proposal. GOOD SHOW. Funnier things happened in the cinema. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. :P

pools of sorrow, waves of joy~

2009-08-22T17:55:00.008+08:00

I AM BACK FROM OBS, and surprisingly, I enjoyed it.
It was damn tough man. We did soooo many things during these five days, I'm not sure on where I should start.

We were all separated in our groups and I was in Ghandi with Nicole, Melissa Jen and Sinhui. Llewell was our instructor (his name very cool, spell frontwards or backwards still the same) who liked to leave everything to us

Day 1

It was spent learning belaying, doing some high elements, sorting stuff out and planning for the 3 day, 2 night expedition. FUN, but all the meals weren't so fun. We were given food rations and it was TERRIBLE, all we wanted was a good plate of rice, veg, meat. So our lunch and breakfast was basically junk food and dinner was outdoor cooking which was disgusting, HAHA, we threw away about three quarters of the pot of rice cos it was hard and smelled burnt. Pitched tents and then went to sleep.

Day 2

We had physical training first thing in the morning and then we rowed boats, I was damn irritated at first cos my group didn't get to kayak, but in the end they said rowing boats was easier cos you get to take turns. HAHAHA, ok, AND WE DID THE JETTY JUMP WHICH WAS DAMN FUN! HAHA, i thought it'd be scary at first but it was freaking fun. HAHAHA, and then in the afternoon we did the inverse tower! I GOT SO MUCH HIGHER THAN I EXPECTED, 2 SECTIONS HIGHER THAN I THOUGHT I COULD ACHIEVE... OMG. I got to the log part. we set off for our expedition, at about 5 to our first campsite outside of the obs compound, it was a damn tiring journey, because we were carrying back packs and walked for about 3 km+, so there were no toilet facilities... so we peed in the bushes. HAHAHAHAH, DAMN FUNNY. AHAHAHA

Day 3,

Our land expedition begins... We walked to a German girl's shrine from our campsite with out backpacks and tents and jerry cans with raja(another team) and then learnt a bit about it, we stopped there for about an hour to learn about navigating and all, continued walking and walking and walking for our pitstops and each time we found a stop, we were given more clues for our campsite that night. We stopped at least 7 times and then went to our final pitstop, where i stayed in the hut while some of them followed Llewell to find the last clue, we couldn't find it so we had to do the human entanglement challenge which was very very uncomfortable after walking probably about 10km and we were all sweaty and smelly. Our campsite was another 2km away and it was nice~~ Mamam beach. It was damnnnnn satisfying to know that we achieved so much in that one day.

Day 4

Sea expedition was soooooooooo much better than land expedition. it was so much less tiring! Maybe because I was the captain person and only needed to give instructions and paddled only 2 times. HAHA. We paddled all the way from mamam beach to camp 1 which was on the other side of the island. which means we went about 3/4 around the island, and we only did it in about 6 hours! & from that what I got was a very bad throat (from all the instruction-giving) and very burnt skin even though i put on sunblock. The best part is that I'm the only one who got burnt!!!! Later in the night after bathing for the first time of not properly bathing in 2 whole days, we had celebration cooking, which was cool! Cos Llewell made for us dessert! Chocolate fondue (made from Milo powder stuff?) and apple crumble. HAHA. NOT BAD OK. HAHA. not bad not bad llewell can cook. It was the best dinner for the whole camp cos we just cooked whatever we had and didn't need to care about how much food we had left. We had 8 people in our tent on the last night because Katzrin, Camille, Sam way, Teresa sacrificed their tent for the guys since they were coming over anyway. AHAHAH and everyone thought there was a guy in our tent cos of my sexy man voice. HAHAHAH

Day 5,

First thing was PT again, very fun, played games and 3 sets of 5 BX, unpitched tents and packed up. HAHA, WE LOST SO MANY THINGS, so we had to pay $1.50 each. Bought souvenirs - 2 OBS shirts and did reflections. Very nice. We had to stay there for an extra hour because there was a thunderstorm. AHHAHAHAHA, so i fell asleep then they so bad to me, take pic of me. :(

Pictures of the compound

The ship where we exchanged out certificates,

The path to our store, which is a very long walk up, it takes about 5 to 10 minutes at fast walking pace.

The court where we have our flag raising, morning PT, reflection time

GHANDI! Sinhui, Nicole, Melissa, Amirah, Jia Jun, Davita, Cody, Kevin, Bryan, Mohammad, Rino (or Mr. R, HAHA, funny story about that. hah), Shawn, Yan Hong, Zi Yan and LLEWELL~~

This is going to be an experience I'll never forget. Although during the journey itself it felt extremely tough and difficult, looking back I feel a great sense of accomplishment and satisfaction from it. It is true - there is something about OBS that stays with you for life.

2009-08-16T21:54:00.000+08:00

OBS TOMORRROW!!
SEE YOU PEOPLE IN 5 DAYS!!!
i'm gonna come back all chao ta.

barely holding on to you

2009-08-15T20:16:00.002+08:00

OMG. CAs...
I think it's gonna be an alright one, no top ten for now though. I'm quite convinced after getting back like 3 papers. HAHA, but like, eh I did quite alright already. Considering I passed the two subjects I thought I'd get F9 for: chemistry and chinese :O. I iz happie. :D It was like a damn big shocker, for chinese especially. (& then i have this bad feeling i might fail the rest which i think i will do well for, like e math)

But heck that, cos I'M GOING FOR OBS IN TWO DAYS.
YES, AFTER A WHOLE LONG MONTH OF ANTICIPATING THIS DAY, IT'S FINALLY COMINGGGG!!!! IN TWO DAYS. :O ok yah, but i'm sick, damn nice man the timing, after not falling sick for more than half a year, i just HAVE to fall sick the week before OBS. So now I'm doing everything I can to recover fast, I drank soooo much water it made me pee like 8 times today already. & that usually doesn't happen, HAHA, and i'm also trying to google for ways to recover fast! I slept the entire day away after taking some fly tablet, I was using the computer and I fell asleep on it. HAHAHAHAHAH.

So, I know I should start packing already, but it's as if there's nothing to pack, even though there is ALOT. Cos I know which stuff I'm gonna bring already, so like yahhhh.....
ugh.
there's math homework to pass up on monday, give us a break already!

2009-08-09T15:13:00.002+08:00

because i can't do anything else because my body feels as if someone is trying to chop me up into pieces, i shall blog. Too many things have been happening, too fast, too rushed. Or maybe it's just my poor sense of time management. IDK..
So for the pass 2 days, what have I done??? Just a few questions of Binomials..... omg... how now.
& I've still got ALOT to study for ALL my subjects. Faint and die now please.

Chemistry should be ok, since it's my most ok chapters thats tested.
E math ah.. ha ha. die.
Geog, there's THREEE LOOOOONGGGGG CHAAAPPPTERSSSSS...
Lit, omg, this will be my most unprepared test ever
A math, binomials done.
SS, i don't even know whats tested.

time for me to die.
:(

on the brighter side, obs is in 8 days. yay.

i'll try to say it differently

2009-08-03T21:33:00.004+08:00

I hate/love mondays.
it's a confusing feeling. HAHAHAHHAH.

Whenever it's friday, I'm always damn happy, cos monday will come soon and it's the slackiest day of the whole entire week. But then like now, I'm happy that the lessons were damn slack today.....
and then it strikes me.
I have to survive the rest of the week, AGAIN.

It's a very sian feeling, like you want to rejoice that it's monday but then you realise that there are worse things to come. and like UGHHHH. fjkdfhjkashdfkjhaskdjfhakj!

so.. i really can't wait for OBS, cos i know that it'll just be a week of fun. without certain lessons to annoy me until i die.
whoooooo 14 more days. FOURTEEN. OMG.
i can't wait. :D

and then 2 weeks later, a WHOLE week of MC.
i'm a happy person. :)

ugh, it's gonna be a tiring week. i hope i survive it. :(

everything.

2009-07-28T23:16:00.003+08:00

because i'm a lucky person, to have great friends.
i'm now an owner of an ipod nano 8gb.
i am speechlessly happy :D

thank you abigail, siew mei, zoey, nellis, nyimas, fathyyah!
best.
<3

cos i can't remember ever falling this hard

2009-07-26T22:09:00.002+08:00

Spent the day at Camille's house today, and we turned her house into a junkyard. Her room became a garang gooney's place. With cardboard boxes and scraps of stuff strewn all over the room. It was quite scary actually.

We made 10 props, played lego, ate kueh(x2), ate chips, ate beehoon and curry (x2), became a hobo in 7 hours. which was... fun.

My lego people were very lame :( I had lame people and yu shan had a nice garden... :( then i started to get a headache from playing lego. hah

look! it's harry potter~~

lego land, lego land, lego land :)

it was tiring, but i feel a sense of accomplishment. something i can never get from doing math.

which i hate right now :(

linnie attacked me.

across the universe

2009-07-23T22:54:00.003+08:00

Today was a good day. but not as good as yesterday of course.
HAHA, presents from unexpected people? HAHAHAHAHAHHA! :D
BUT, thank you for the presents and wishes anyway :) too long of a list to mention.

today is a happy day.
although homework is currently killing me, and so is my swollen gum. seriously, it's the size of a gobstopper and I cant close my mouth

HAHA, this week has been the 'two ends of the spectrum'
hahahah, but still, i love it. loved it.

best pre birthday day eva. :)
HAHAH, mainly cos of the no lesson ness.

losing faith in gravity

2009-07-22T22:00:00.002+08:00

i can't stand that yesterday was the worst day imaginable and how today was so perfectly awesome. :D

it has been a goood day.

for two reasons.
but the main one is because we missed school because we got to watch PESA!
ok yah, today was awesome.

this is an ugly post, but i'm too happy to care.
so
goodbye.

2009-07-21T23:07:00.001+08:00

worst day at school, ever.
FML

don't worry about a thing, cos every little thing is gonna be alright

2009-07-15T21:29:00.002+08:00

i need to get my thoughts sorted out for a while,
till then, i won't be blogging.

...
or at least until i feel like blogging

trying to make sense of what little remains

2009-07-08T22:33:00.004+08:00

Youth Day was spent at East Coast Park getting cuts from bicycle chains, after siew mei finally convinced me to learn how to cycle. HAHA! A very interesting experience...

It was spent apologizing to strangers, because I kept almost crashing into them, and other than crashing into people, I kept cycling off the path and ending up on the grass. HAHAHAHAHAH!! nice one~

I took damnnnn long learning, and then I finally got it after 90minutes. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. Eh, at least I got it lor.

After that, we went down to our 203 picnic place to take some jump shots! HAHA, IT WAS A DAMN RETARDED ATTEMPT TO LOOK COOL. We looked like fools instead ok, cos we were trying out something I saw, like jump with your hands down and legs straight so you'll look like you're floating. But then, we looked like we had spastic joints.

& then we went to TM to catch ICE AGE 3, we wanted to watch the 3D one, but the line was ridiculously long at GV and the tickets were sold out. AND OMG. HAHAHAHA, something damn stupid happened in the cinema. whoopsie. HAHAHAH

Ok, I couldn't decide which version looked nicer, so I posted both in the end. hah.
I say, nicest group photo we've ever taken. :D

i'm gonna make a change, for once in my life.

2009-07-04T22:00:00.003+08:00

so for the past week there's been many things thats been happening.

-

Rachel came back from australia and we've gone out 2 times already, woah, HAHA, I think this is the first time I've gone out so many times in a week. No pictures for now, and tomorrow we might be sleeping over at siew mei's house! But the likelyhood of that is like 3 in 10, because I bet siew mei won't even call me about the plans for tomorrow. ....z

first week of school after june holidays has been hell. SO TIRING. I don't like the new timetable cos thursday and friday sucks, and we didn't get any change of teachers 'cept for SS :(

i think i hope for things too much.

I think the ellen madness is fading. haha, expected. still crazy, but not enough time to be. so yah....

OMG, OUTWARD BOUND NEXT MONTH. I HOPE THEY DON'T CANCEL IT. COS I'M DAMNNN EXCITED. HAHAHAHAHA. 5 DAYS CAMP AT PULAU UBIN. HAHAHAHAHAH, SO EXCITING. I think I'll want to die if they cancel it ok. HAHA, cos i'm really damn excited. AHAHHAHAHA.

OK I SHOULD STOP BEING SO EXCITED

HAHAHAHAHA.

2009-06-29T23:51:00.001+08:00

HI FIONA,
STOP GOOGLE-ING FOR MY BLOG.
BYE FIONA. HAHAHA

2009-06-27T21:10:00.002+08:00

If you're wondering what I've been doing the past four days...
I've been watching ellen, ellen, ellen and more ellen. & I feel slightly crazy right now. BUT YOU CAN'T BLAME ME OK, IT'S ELLEN'S FAULT, IT'S HER FAULT THAT HER SHOW IS SO GOOOD AND THAT SHE'S SO FUNNY!!

har.. har.. harrrr.... HAHA. I came back from bowling today and the first thing I did after I bathed was watch ellen on youtube. So, I've watched 5hours of ellen today.

O yah, speaking of bowling, it made me almost die today. Coach Alvin made us do this omg back breaking drill, I think everyone wanted to faint and die after doing just 2 rounds of it AND WE HAD TO DO FIVE. More of it the next training, I think we're gonna start doing that from now onwards :O

okay, back to more ellen now, haha, so byebye

2009-06-23T18:44:00.001+08:00

HAHA, sorry, i'm going a little mad over ellen.

2009-06-22T01:02:00.003+08:00

the sweeeeetestt and funniest couple ever ever ever

Cos when a heart breaks it don't break even.

2009-06-19T23:13:00.003+08:00

So, last week I went down to hougang with my sister for hopefully some good prawning. But in the end the place was sucky and because we didn't wanna waste 30 bucks there, we decided to go to the pub next door to eat. In the end, I ended up stealing my sister's itouch and got hooked onto tap tap. yay for taptap revenge 2. AHAHHAHA. After having a lime ice blended, lychee ice blended and some very gross sliced canned mushrooms which was described as if it was damn nice "cooked in butter and pepper" (which sounded tempting enough for us to order... bleuak! it was probably cooked in a microwave)

My sister's friends didn't want to prawn anymore because they were barely catching anything... So we took over... and I think I beat everyone by catching a dead, nearly decomposing prawn. Seriously man, who the hell catches a dead prawn, the best part is that the hook was at it's mouth. HAHA. I think my prawn was like fermenting or something, cos it was slightly orange. (cannot really see in the photo)

And afterward, barbequed prawns. yums..... HAHA, & I'm damn smart because I gashed my index finger while peeling the prawn. I am smart...

malaysia update soon. :)

yay cos there's bowling tomorrow :D

2009-06-13T22:30:00.002+08:00

something random:

i love my cca :)

& my teeth hurts like crap so i ate mangos for dinner and soya bean for lunch. naice one~

heart on my sleeve

2009-06-12T23:51:00.002+08:00

~~I think I ate a lot today.~~
K no, correction. I eat a lot everyday.
I think I ate more than usual today.

Got my bottom braces done today, and I'm about to die from the pain-ness when I eat. Doesn't hurt when I'm typing now, but it does if I try to bite down on something, eh no I can't even do that properly, my back teeth don't touch and it just has the metal stuff hitting against each other : so weird.

Ok so, I think I made a good choice of eating when the pain didn't get to me yet. haha, i'm so smart.

ok whatever. my life sucks. it's so boring. i've got nothing to blog about anymore. so bye.
oh yah, i'm going to malaysia on sunday. yay. good food here i come.

& i predict I won't be able to walk on sunday cos of tomorrows training :O oh no.

better together

2009-06-06T18:44:00.004+08:00

I'm super tired from sleeping late last night + the new training programme that they're putting us under. ZZ, physical training. omg. We're all gonna have nice legs at the end of the year man. Finding your C.G, balancing crap, lunges. omg. HAHA, die already ok. But despite how tired I am, I'm still gonna blog. :D

BBQ yesterday at Alvin's house. OMG. I want to live in his house man, it's damnnnnnn biggggggg and has all the fun things to play with :(

His house itself is MEGA big, he has a decent sized pool (actually quite big for your own pool), a foosball table and OMG WII!!!!!!!!!!!! He has 2 maids, 3 cars and his children are damn cute!

So I guess it was pretty fun, my initial plan to just throwing belinda into the pool was successful, although it led to her asking the rest to throw me into the pool. HAHAH. Quite scary man, cos running away wasn't of any use, they still managed to carry me and rolled me into the pool. HAHAHAHAHAH. & then I later on I pushed Gen & Gloria in, & yokey got pulled in. HAHAHAHA.

& we can go to his house anytime we want to! omg.
ok, pictures

FOOSBALL!!!! We played it like a gazillion times.

I have no idea why, but he has a tent in his living room. HAHA.

OMG. HIS SON IS SUPER CUTE. AADEN. OMG.

& i don't know his older son's name. HAHAHA.

look at the size difference man, but they act as if they're the same age
So my plan was sucessful...

and then they attacked me :( They raided my pockets, and my specs... smart ass people. HAHAHA. no use arming yourself with electronics man.

HIS POOL QUITE BIG RIGHT. NOT BAD LOR.

even if you know how it's gonna end.

2009-06-05T17:55:00.002+08:00

Went over to Siew Mei's place for good lunch and movies yesterday.
She fed us spaghetti and peach crumble, which was gooood.
We ate until almost explodedddd...

Watched a few movies, well, not really, we watched parts of them, cos siew mei kept changing them. I got bored after a while and just started to sleep. HAHA.
Then went to East Point and I got my mochi. yay, but i'm not satisfied with it yet, cos I still want the big one. sian.

Ok, bbq at coach alvin's place in an hour's time.
& i predict it's gonna be awesome fun

so many reasons I find to run into you

2009-06-04T22:39:00.005+08:00

I'm one day behind for all of my posts, and the worst thing is that, there's always something to blog about everyday!

P6 Leadership Camp yesterday, and I guess it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. Although I seem to get all these not nice groups to fasciltate, it still turned out okay.
Of all the groups, I got the QUIETEST GROUP OK. If I got a noisy, talkative group, I bet it'd have been 100000000000000 times better. Some of the P6s were quite fun to talk to, those which werent in my group lah. HAHA. Quite funny also.

AFTER WHICH, dinner at airport's popeyes! damn satisfying. Abi & SM went off while me and nellis went off to find my MOCHI... (which i never found) & then on our way to T2, guess who we saw. HAHA. Charlene & Belinda. They were at coffeebean studying, so we said they were stalkers. HAHA, joined them later on, and left at about 10.

Ok, too many words. Means it's time for pictures. :D

Another 2 days of fun stuff to blog about tomorrow.

Lazing at Siew Mei's House & tomorrow's bowling bbq. :D

a moment of weakness

2009-06-03T23:59:00.002+08:00

SO, i think I've got pictures to blog bout family day now, although it's not from nellis. hmph.
Like from someone's blog. HAHAHA. omg. damn disgusting..

OK, KC Family Day 2009 was pretty saucesome. Like it was fun and all, and definitely not troublesome like the past two years, definitely because we didn't have to prepare the food by ourselves. :D I made a few teachers buy from my class stall. (actually forced, but whatever lah, 2 only, nvm one. HAHAHAH)

Playing time was damn fun. I think I spent too much money on drinks :P, i barely ate. HAHAH, & also spent a lot of money on games, but I think it was worth it.
HAUNTED HOUSE. omg, HAHAHAH damn retarded. I have no idea why I screamed so much. Like i scream and laugh and laugh at the same time until everyone ask me to shutup. AHHAHAHA. quite funny ah. It's damn funny to go with teachers who don't react and laugh at us instead of scream. HAHAHAHAH.

We wanted to play the hamster ball, but after queuing up for it, we decided not to, cos it looked super slimy and gross from people's sweat. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

ok. enough lah. too much words. just 2 pictures for now. i know i look disgusting and stupid, but i don't care. :D

2009-06-02T22:37:00.001+08:00

i want my PB & J sandwich.
but i've got no white bread. AHHHHHH~~~~

words fall through me

2009-06-01T21:34:00.004+08:00

HAHA. I know I haven't blogged bout family day yet, but that's only cos I don't have any pictures yet, SOON LAH HUH. once nellis uploads/sends/blogs them.

SO I'M HERE TO BLOG ABOUT MY VERY VERY SAD LIFE:
I went for a consultation at Alexandra Hospital today. & BAD NEWS, very very bad news. HAHA.

Apparently, I've got FIVE wisdom teeth instead of the usual four. Seriously man, I think I'm too wise for my own good. & the worst thing is that I HAVE to get ALL FIVE removed. ugh.
Cos can form cyst yadah yadah yadah.

I have a damnnnn sad life man, i swear. :(
WELL... THE GOOD THING IS THAT.
I'm only getting it done in september. :D So... this means I have 14 weeks to mentally prepare myself. Ok, I think even then I won't be prepared. So whatever. AHAHAHAHHA.

I'm bloody scared. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

♥a heart can be broken; but it keeps beating just the same.

2009-05-30T21:29:00.004+08:00

Bloody tired from 2 full days doing tiring stuff without a good night's sleep.

Yesterday, we went to Yishun Primary to take care of 10 year old kids. (something which i'm not very good at :P) So, I was paired up with siew mei, to take care of 15 of them. Which was EXTREMELY TIRING WORK, even though I didn't really do much.

It was a good experience, and so I realise I'm not as bad at taking care of kids than i thought i was. hmm. HAHAHA, yah I really thought I couldn't handle them.

The games were kinda fun and me and siew mei used the water guns to attack each other. AHAHAHAH, we didn't stop until Ms Koh came to stop us. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA.

OK, so I was amused by the goooblak thing. HAHAHAHHA.

I need a good night's sleep right now.

So, family day post tomorrow.
Goodnight. :)

time is but our friend, as friends we're out of time.

2009-05-27T17:06:00.004+08:00

FIONA. is gone from SG. Wah sad life man. I decided not to go to the airport in case things got too emotional. HAHAHA. So the mad girl called me yesterdy night, and I got a shock. HAHAHA. We talked for about half an hour over stupid things. HAHAHAHA.

Got back all our results already and shit, I don't have a single A, even though I only failed 2 subjects. UGH. how annoying can. OK, whatever.

I can't wait for this week to be over and done with

p.s. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLENE. :D

2009-05-24T22:48:00.002+08:00

THIS IS WHAT I REALLY WANT TO EAT RIGHT NOW. :(

SAVE ME.

i want my mochi ice cream please!

we're talking about our lives, like we've known each other forever.

2009-05-24T01:57:00.002+08:00

Lazy Sunday.

Today's sunday and it's time to laze. Even though I really really feel like baking something. :( But there's nothing and no one to bake with. Cry now.

Okay this is damn random, but I really feel like eating mochi right now. HAHA.

So I finally have enough time to blog about the rubbish that I need to.
Recently I've been having these damnnnn shitass weird dreams okay, and they are damn scary. Like someone comes back from somewhere and doesn't tell me they're back, and then I see them around and ask them why they're back and didn't tell me, they'll just smile and walk away or either that avoid me. & then my dream will suddenly switch to some disaster happening, it's bloody scary okay.

The scariest part is that I've had these kind of dreams 3 times in a weeeek!!!!!!!
omg, i bet it's a sign lah, it must be can. No one has the same type of dream 3 times in single week okay. Okay lah, maybe cos I'm just thinking too much of all these things~~

Fiona's leaving tmr, and online chats with her have been retarded, we're talking bout our future and webcamming. which is damn stupid. HAHA, just read this thing below.
She says she's gonna invite me to her wedding next time. :) & i'm gonna make a speech about what we used to do. & only the both of us will laugh cos no one will know what we're talking about. AHAHAHAH.

My webcam very lousy. HAHA.

Okay, less than 24hrs left in sg for her. :(

sad life.

stuck

2009-05-23T00:34:00.002+08:00

Exam results are a joke. Worst ever.

I feel like a damn failure okay. Whatever, move on.
biggest joke so far: i did too surprisingly well for physics, it makes me feel stupid.
because I thought that it'd be my worst results amongst all, what happened was that it's the best subject I did for so far. joke man. B.

I've failed so many subjects already, I don't really care whether I pass or fail the next subject I'm getting back. ughhhh.

failure streak.

life sucks..

2+0.5+0.5 failures, 2 passed.
i don't really give a shit about it anymore.

The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight. Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time.

2009-05-20T23:08:00.006+08:00

My days have been exciting. :)
k lah, not really. But at least I didn't get bored to death during the 6 days break. Which is a good thing (Y)

Yesterday I went out with Siew Mei, Nellis, Zoey, Siti, Katzrin to parkway. again. Don't know why we decided to go there, but we did. HAHA, k lah, I know why can. for 'good view' there a lot of greenery. HAHA, what rubbish. ok, so we got our good view, SURPRISINGLY. heh. & enjoyed ourselves there, walking around aimlessly and playing hide and seek. FUN. hhahahaha.

SO.....
My computer table has become a warzone. Thanks to my current project which is really time consuming and tiring. woah. Deadline is end of this week, so yah, big rush. Some parts of my keyboard has even been buried under all the junk which I WILL clear, uhm, soon. yah, soon. =/

& hopefully, not become like another of my study desk which I don't study at. So yah, just a desk. I haven't touched it in 89731354783 years. Thats why it's like that with junky stuffed toys that my sisters don't want. Yah, my table is a dumping ground.

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Consultation for my wisdom tooth on the 1st at Alexandra Hospital. I'm bloody hell scared after going online to see what people have to say.
yikes.

that's what you do.

2009-05-17T23:02:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOUISA MARIE TAY YING FAN.
I just realised I don't have a single pic with you. HAHAHAHA. oh whatever.

I think today I walked up and down the stairs at least 20 times. and for what? because I needed ice to numb the pain my braces is giving me. My dentist is damn smart man, cos he put for the top first only. I think if i had it for both the top and bottom I'd die from pain. :(

3 more days break and back to school. This is honestly, my first time being so scared for my results. I guess it's cos there's so many subjects I'm so horrible in. & also cos I might fail 4 of them. Chem, Physics, Chinese, A Math.

Finally changed my blogskin, and I like it.
whoooo~~

&&&&
I just realised I have a lot of things to do. HAHAH. okay lah just one, and the deadline is soon. so i better get to it ow

those words still ringing in my head.

2009-05-17T00:08:00.002+08:00

My teeth is damn painful and I want to die >:(
But I still ate a lot of junk today anyway. & spent way too much money on food and presents. I'm gonna be broke soon. :(

Went out with this Fiona today, to tampines to get Louisa's present. We couldn't find anything to get her, so we decided to call her to ask her if what she wanted. HAHAHA. She don't want anything. So we decided to pay her a visit, by bluffing her we were downstairs her house and she has to come get us, but we were actually in tampines one. After she agreed to let us go up, we asked her to go wash up in 30mins, so we bought cake and stuff for her and cabbed down to her house. & played guitar hero!! HAHA, so cute.

Then cabbed down to Yush's house. HAHHAHAH. Her forrest is crazy. Stupid dog. He come and attack me okay. I went into her house and he jumped on me, and started licking my face. and it's those kind of jump you want to run away from. SO ANNOYING OK

Then went to Parkway to eat dinner. DAMN PIG OKAY. First we went to swensens, then went to berrylite then to Cold Storage for Yush's ham and corndog then to macs. OMG. HAHAHA, I think I spent most of my money on food ok. So while we were there, I decided to attack people with my camera. HAHAHA.

She wouldn't allow me to take any photo of her. :( I so sad ok. see all the hands.

eh shutup/ HAHAHAH. i look damn dirty and oily here.

YUSHAN LOOKS DAMN GOOD CAN. I VERY JEALOUS. either that it's just my good phototaking skills. HAHAH. yah right man.

& now to play maple with this yushan and nicole. HAHAHAH

so lame.

freedom.

2009-05-15T16:57:00.003+08:00

free from this shit.
finally. whoopeedoo.

i feel a great sense of accomplishment, somehow. HAHA, even though i know next week won't be good... but whatever. physics was a joke man... that teacher said that the paper was gonna be more "difficult than our killer a math paper (seriously)", nonsense okay.

okay, maybe it was, just that i didn't really care. But i guess i sort of knew how to do the questions? HAHA. Okay lah, maybe I just wrote rubbish all the way, but at least I had rubbish to write and wasn't stunned by the questions. :) signs of me improving (y)

got braces on today. only for the top, for now.
and ugh, how unlucky can i get..
i need to extract my wisdom tooth, cos they are supposedly gonna give me problems, and there's some weird thing going on with them. sounds damn scary okay.

ok, 5 days break, and then back to school.
i better make the most of it.

yes i'm gonna.

two.

2009-05-13T20:17:00.002+08:00

two more papers.
urgh.

e math paper 2 was a killer, but people found it easier.
i know why, sec 3 work.

e math paper 1 was alright, but people found it super difficult.
i know why, sec 2 work.

i miss sec two.
urgh.

hate a math and physics.

2009-05-09T03:08:00.001+08:00

my 2 most favourite celebrities. HAHA.

awesome.

somewhere we could be alone.

2009-05-08T21:34:00.004+08:00

TGIF~

the weekend is here, and finally i can take a breather.
this week has been bleaugh. 4 papers within the span of three days, and I don't think I'm gonna do well for any of them.

6 down, 3 more to go. I can do this.
and hopefully, i'll be able to save physics and a math.
goodness me.

i've got nothing else to say. school has been a bore.
though i love the fact that there's no boring lessons. :)
i could get used to this actually. hah. i must be crazy.

bloody hell

2009-05-07T20:41:00.002+08:00

WTF.

NO USE STUDYING FOR CHEM.
JUST JUST GOT INFORMED THAT THERE'S SOMETHING ELSE TO LEARN.
BLOODY ANGRY.

ARGH.
JUST GOING TO GO AHEAD AND FAIL
NO USE STUDYING ANYMORE.

I'M GONNA SLEEP.

2009-04-30T20:53:00.002+08:00

days have been so packed that there has been no time to breathe, let alone blog.
okay, so maybe i'm exaggerating a bit, cos i've not been studying and i plan to start today.

i've decided to give up studying for physics already. it's uselesss..
i'm gonna drop to combined soon, unless i pass the mye (or they change our teacher), which is close to impossible.. Cos I got a D7 for CAs already. And I think it's gonna be the first subject that's worse than my chinese. whooo~

time to save my chem.
it's gonna be the death of me.

the whole world crumbles beneath

2009-04-24T21:52:00.003+08:00

So I decided that I better blog before this thing dies...

Everyone has been real busy nowadays, with the mid years coming up. sure die.
The amount that we have to study is like woah, so scary. Twice the amount of last year's. :( & so I'm gonna fail 3 subjecs, like confirm: chinese, chemistry, physics.
all the bloody deadly subjects, but hey, at least I'm trying to make the effort to pass chinese, for the first time, k lah no, last year eoy also, i tried, but failed. :( okay, i'm determined to passs.

Not enought timeeeee.
Chinese is on monday and I've got to learn the meanings of 165 chinese words. :( With only 35 down, i seriously have no idea how i'm gonna finish okay.

die alr.

take the pain out of love and love won't exist.

2009-04-18T01:03:00.003+08:00

it has been an exhausting week.
but nonetheless a good one. :)

i know i'm slow but it finally struck me a few hours ago, that it's already mid april!!
Almost half a year has passed since the great '08 has gone but it feels as if it's been about 2 months. LIKE WOAH.

I guess things have been getting slightly better already. My class is finally making some noise. & i realise that there are very weird people in my classs. HAHA, it's really funny. Like how francesca is crazy, and how fiona laughs scarily, yushan has these small little cute stuff she likes to buy, abi is just.. abi, camel has nice eyeballs to touch, zi ling has funny cute stuff and got other people lah. So the other day CT was spent playing catching in class with scary people cos the FT didn;t come up. haha, funny lah.

i still miss '08 though.

p.s. i can't wait for emdd next week. :D

everything we had.

2009-04-14T21:44:00.002+08:00

you were the only face i'd ever known
i was the light from the lamp on the floor
and only as bright as you wanted me to be
but, i am no gentleman, i can be a prick
and i do regret more than i admit
you have been followed back to the same place
i sat with you drink for drink
take the pain out of love and then love won't exist

bury all this space, that keep our hearts apart.

2009-04-10T20:55:00.002+08:00

I finally went out today with Siew Mei, Zoey, Camille after not going out for 8456165106546 days. HAHA, and I thought it was going to be very awkward to go out with them because the combination is like.. uhmm... I don't know, very weird. But in the end it was okay and not awkward.

We went to watch Fast & Furious. HAHA, I didn't like the movie, so I started disturbing zoey and watching her movements, damn funny. Then siewmei started stuffing down handfulls of popcorn in my shirt. asshole. HAHA.

Siew mei went to spend her NUM voucher, finally. HAHA, and I went to prints and wanted to buy so many cards cos they were all so pretty. HAHA, in the end I bought like some embossed thing that i thought was damn nice. HAHAHA.

Went to wheelock cos zoey wanted to go borders, and I bought another card cos siew mei bought one and wanted me to buy another so we could get 25% off. HAHAHA.
I know, i spent a lot of money on stupid cards.
EH BUT SERIOUSLY VERY NICE OKAY/
AHAHAH.

No pictures.

&there's bowling tmr.
:(

my only hope, believe me love.

2009-04-08T22:11:00.002+08:00

I am so dead because I have an A Math test tomorrow which I am very unprepared for.
HAHA, i suck at stupid logarithms. it's a stupid chapter. I hate log. urgh. Going to die for a math, i sense failure for a major math CA for the first time. whoooooo~
ded.

& that's not it.

biggest joke of the week:
three quaters of the class got ZERO for physics. How surprising. HA-HA.
Not even fail, ZERO.
HAHAHAHAHA.
This is funny.

♥raison d'être

2009-04-07T22:59:00.002+08:00

I feel a little lost,
I feel a little blue
Wish I could dim the lights,
And wrap my arms around you

And bury all this space,
That keeps two hearts apart
For a moment we'll be diamonds,
In the dark

2009-04-04T23:06:00.002+08:00

I feel like a pig.

I woke up at 10 today, used the computer till around 12, then ate lunch, used computer again, had a terrible headache so I went to lie down, in the end, I slept from 2 to 6.

HAHAHAHAAHAHAHA. Quite funny ah.

only as bright as you wanted me to be.

2009-04-02T21:15:00.004+08:00

I've probably lost my mind or something. Because it is 9.15p.m, and I have 2 tests tomorrow which I have barely studied for, but i'm still using the computer. I've got 5 chapters of chem and 3 chapters of geog left to read/memorise. How great can this get.

My panic buttons aren't functioning properly. All I'm prepared for tomorrow is one chapter of geog. HAH. die. I'm already planning to fail chemistry. Actually, I don't need to plan that, it'll come naturally. :P

Wish me luck, because it's time that I start panicking already.
like right.
now.

whatever, it isn't working.

sweet thing

2009-04-01T21:53:00.004+08:00

Last day of BMW today, how sad. & today was the best of all three days. :D
Because it was also april fool's day. HAHAHAHHA. Omg, like at least 20 teachers came in as 'latecomers' and it was bloody funny because they were all in school uniform. I couldn't stop laughin during national anthem cos they were at the side and I knew that they were teachers cos i saw mrs siva in school uniform this morning, but didn't think much of it, cos I thought it was part of the teachers thing, that today's theme was uniforms or something and so i was wrong. HAHA. Sad life, i've got no pictures. They had to run like half the field also. HAHAHAHAHA.

So basking today was a complete failure. But whatever, I made my first flower, and I'm so proud of myself. But ms sim wanted it, so whatever and gave it to her. HAHA. but she kept attacking me with her stupid camera after that, hmph.

LOVED THE PLAYING WITH YOUR FEET THING. it was so funny. the soccer was.. i wouldn't say failure, cos we had 0-0 with 306, then when the time finish we had a kick offf... so... yah, we lost that. so we lose 1-0. HAHA. but it was fun anyway, at least i didn't get kicked by people. oh and got 3rd for oratorical, yah, expected. HAHAHAHAH. duhhhhhhh..

haha, so, bmw this year was probably the best ever. It would've been better if all the things that happened this year, happened last year. But oh well.. It'll be a BMW i'd never forget. HAHA, really man.

love bmw.
&now back to normal school days. sianned life.